Shadows of the past, can be felt by the present...

For some of you out there, success, will be the most important thing that you could ever achieve..

For some, finding happiness might be the most important, or why not get to know some great friends, being able to support your future family or whatever it might be..there is always going to be(even tho that reason might be insignificant to others) that reason that makes you work your ass of to reach it and the most important thing is that that is important to YOU.

So, when you know what you want, how do you get it?

The question will rise many times and you will question if what you are doing is right, but I believe, that as long as you are true to yourself and you remember that child deep inside of you, that had..and still have that dream and why that was so important for him or for her, then I know that you will find that strenght inside and push yourself to overcome the challanges that you will have to face!

For me, and my reasons and why to fight, why I wake up these insane hours, being so strict with my diet and why I never go out to party, well that it is just how I have decided to live my life. Because, I don't know when or where or how my moment to truth will look like, but I sure will know it when I know it and when it comes - I want to be ready. I do not want anyone else to better or more prepared then what I am and get the chance and to take my spot in the sunlight.

You give up a few things chasing a dream...that's for sure, but even tho some people say that it is giving up on a few things, is it? Just because other people chose not to do something, is it a sacrifice, or is it just how they are and they will find joy and pleasure from others aspects in life?

And I have sacrificed (if we not decide to call it that) a lot to be where I am and I owe it to myself, now when I am this close, to keep fighting - to reach that thing that I want.

And what is it that I truly want you might think..what I truly want is something that I can not described, only by reaching that goal am I able to show you what I have worked so hard to achieve and until then, you'll just have to keep waiting for it to happen and I promise you that when it happens, and it will, that everthing (thos strict diets, those early mornings, what ever) will make perfect sense to you all!

You made a promise to yourself do something, so don't cheat, don't take shortcuts and be true to yourself and you are going to finish it and make sure that you finish it strong!

That's about sums it up for today guys! This might not have been that much telling you about how the progress of my work out is going but I still think that it's a important chapter for you to read and to understand why I started this journey my work out is going great, leg day today, again. And I have not had this much pain in my legs in a very long time!

Til next time,