So..I don't really know where to start.
These last
days ..I wouldn't really put them in my list of ''Best days ever''. But I
will try to be as accurate as possible and give you my personal view
from it..so here goes.
As you guys known my
feet is almost fully healed, thank God - not only have the new shoes
improved it but I also walked a good 2 hours on the treadmill with a
much larger incline then ever. I have realized that the increase of
speed will put alot more preassure on my foot then what increasing the
incline will.
So for todays 5 hours walk, yes you heard
it - I have decided to give it a shot! What? Oh, you thought that cuz I
feel like shit, been sick and nearly have not been able to walk, that I
was not even going try it? Even if I fail..if the pain becomes to much,
it would be more painful not even going there to try!
Even
if you don't ''feel it'' (God, how many girls have I ever been with
that's said that, anyway), you still have to try, because trying and
fail is way better, then never tried at all!
Also just a
small thing that's been going on on the side, I know this is a Olympus
blogg, but writing it here and getting a few hints and tips from you
guys really helps:
I've actually been in a pretty bad
fight with my Coach. So they had this girlsnight at the gym (which I
think is great!) I mean they invited all of the women in town to have
lectures, competitions and what not.
And since I've been
getting a lot of comments (full of ironi ofc) about me spending so much
time at the gym, I don't have a life and what not, so I thought it would
be funny if I posted a comment.
Since most of the people
are out or hanging out with friends or watching Avatar the last
airbender on a Friday night (okay, fine, maybe the last one is just me).
So I posted in the Iron Works group ''So, am I the only one spending
the night slaming the head into the table waiting for the clock to reach
22.00''. Because that was the arrange time for it to end.
As
a humoristic gesture of saying that ''Well, we all have no life and we
are just spending an huge amount of time at the gym - which we love''.
And
for some reason, despite that I've been talking about how great it is
that they are arranging a girlsnight despite that for the last 3 months
of my life 90% of what I have been joking about is sarcasm and so on -
my Coach told me that I should respect the girlsnight and that I was
disrespecting their time at the gym...
Now, I would say,
that for someone that is totally new at the gym and don't know me they
might would have thought that ''David, shut the Fudge up and let the
women have their night''. But as my coach..I really thought he would
know better - would know me better!
After all that I've
been preaching about, telling him and the rest that works there how much
I love it, how it feels like a second home..he (among others) would
actually believe that I thought that night would be something bad.
Now
that's just hurtful, so Coach if you're reading this..or anyone else
that's been giving me a hard time about a comment that I posted - face
me, ask me what the deal is if you actually believe that I thought it
was something bad - instead of flipping out on, thanks.
These
last days has been shitty enough for me and now walking back to the gym
knowing that a few of them thinks that I would even think that what
they did last night was bad..is not really helping at all.
I
can not put in to words how bad I want to climb Olympus, because one
day, maybe I can get you people to understand how bad I really want
this. I can not explaine how much I love doing this or why I am doing
this because I really think that it's impossible for anyone to
understand. Not saying that you're stupid, but my journey and my
perception of life is different from others, not saying it's right or
wrong - but knowing that I would not do all this, if I did not truely
believed that it will one day end as I wanted to.
So when
you have a dream, a goal or something to work for - how much are you
willing to sacrifice to reach it and one even more important question -
do you think it will be worth it?
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